Missed Opportunites
I found out today that a friend of mine has been going through hell. Literally. The worst part is I knew nothing about it. She was always happy and friendly. I've lived nearby her for a year now and outside of a friendly wave and few message exchanges we have hardly spent time together. Two weeks ago we finally made the time to spend time together and let our kids play. It was such a great day. We talked, we laughed and I even let her watch my kids for a bit while I took care of some things at home. We were creating a real bond, a real friendship. When we left I told myself, 'this is just what I needed'. For the last few weeks I have been feeling very down. Like very down. Sad, mad and crazy. Nothing around me seemed right. In fact, I was sure that something was wrong with the world. That I was doing everything the right way and the world and everyone else was in the wrong. I felt Heavenly Father wasn't worth my time because He wasn't helping me through my hard ...
